Wednesday January 16th:
school school school... school is fun, oh yes... went home after school, waited around til like 5:30 and left to go to richmond to see Lewis and visit his mommy, yea yea i know right during rush hour!! and listening to s e x u a l h e a l i n g. i was about to go nuts!! but finally made it there in like 35 minutes when usually it'll only take me like 15.. sat around and had dinner. sat around some more... and went home to study, yeah i know my life is starting to suck but i dont care. i wanna finish school!

Thursday January 17th:
again with the school, thought i had a test today but it was on friday instead but she gave us a pre-test and said if we ace this we dont have to take it on friday, so i guess my studying paid off and i got a 96, i missed ONE freakin question just because i read it wrong!! lesson learned. read more carefuly and slowly! ha!! but yess.. no test on friday for me.. but just a mock interview.. oh how im looking foward to that. went home and hella did my poster board project hella last minute and it took me forever to do but i managed to finish my part and bring in the poster tomorrow and have my classmate stephenie do the rest (since we're both on it).

Friday January 18th:
looking all nice and spiffy for my mock interview! right when i got on the freeway after i left my house i thought to myself "feels like im forgetting something... fack!! my poster!" exited, turned around and picked up the poster and got to school and i was a few minutes late!! walking into class just dropping shit everywhere i already knew today was not gonna be a good day... finished the poster before interviews started and turned it in, started interviews and i did good, even though i would usually bomb it during a actual interview, its nerve wrecking ok?! we got out of class 2 hours early.. and i wanted to keep stephenie company til her friend gets out of class so we sat in my car for two hours listening to music, talking and smoking, for two hours i completely forgot to turn on my engine and my car died! walking around hoping to find someone to give me a jump, so i go to my teacher but she was like "umm.. no.. the last time i did it fried my shit.." so walking around some more, was gonna wait for stephenie's friend to get out of class so she could give me a jump but knowing me, im impatient =p but this nice guy decided to help me, dont think he went to school there though. so rushed to get home cause Lewis was already there, when i got there he was sleeping in his car..? went inside and laid around for a bit.. got hungry since we both havent eaten anything all day and went to Porky's pizza palace in san leandro, havent been there for YEARS and its still good as i remember! came home, pigged out, lewis played games, went to sleep.

Saturday Janaury 19th:
i woke up early on the wknd for once! yay and im not sore anymore. thank god! i can actually movee! took lewis a few more hours to get his lazy butt up and we went to Walnut Creek to his friend's airsoft store and hung out there til like 5ish and headed back, bought some onion and cilantro for my mommy, came home, she made pho but i didnt eat. my oldest sister came over with her kids and cupcake freaked them out by being so hyper. good doggy! hahHa! the last dog i had, she was so calm she got kicked and picked on by these kids. after Lewis finished eating went back to my room and just played games, right now im waiting for a phone call from my "white people" (hahHa..) then ima go to their place and drank it up like theres no tomorrow! so ima go have fun. blog laters xangurs!

friday january 11th:
went to school, then went to go pick up Marcus from his house, Alex was bored, so i went to go get him too. drove to Chabot, so Marcus can do his thingy thing whatever it was. then to bayfair to go job hunting at Kohl's, Staples, and Bed, Bath & Beyond...no luck but its ok =) all three of us went back to my house to wait for Lewis to finish doing whatever he needed to do at home and come over, in the mean time we all just killed time playing guitar hero. Lewis finally came over at like 8:00pm, rushed and went to BIG5 to get our snowgear for the weekend. he only got the pants.. since he has everything else but i got my whole outfit which came close to $200, so it wasnt that bad. dropped Marcus and Alex off at home and Lewis decides to go eat at Olive Garden. i saw some old people i went to elementary school with but we didnt even bother talking to each other, so pssft.. not important. had a good dinner, Lewis had a case of the food coma so i had to drive home.

saturday january 12th:
Lewis woke up super early and got ready to go to his airsoft game in stockton. i stayed home all day doing nothing waiting for him to come home, after he came home we did laundry, and played games while laundry was finishing up. packed up and headed over to Tracy's (Lewis's cousin) apartment, sat around for a few minutes then went to foodmax to get alcohal, came back and made some margarita's, played monopoly til like 4:00am and went to sleep not even for an hour and got waken up to leave to tahoe, me and lewis pretty much slept the whole way up there.

sunday january 13th:
we're in tahoe!! yayy. we left at like 5:00am and got up there at like 9:00am, rented our boards and made our way up to the slopes, where i obviously scrubbed hella bad, ate a assload of snow (not literally) and falling all over the place so yes im all sore and bruised up at the moment. so around 1:00-2:00pm i got hella tired and i didnt want to go up anymore but the rest of them wanted to, if i did i wouldve probably hurt myself even more. so while they went back up, i went to go return the board and boots and headed back to the car and fell asleep til they were done which was prbly an hour or two later. we headed back home around 4 or 5 and got back at 7-8. being hellaa hungry me and Lewis goes to Naked Fish and pigged out on sushi. barely being able to move we went back to my house. first thing my dad said to me was "you fell didnt you?" no shiitt hahaha! and i guess "IM HURT" was written all over my face, so he gave me vicodin and tiger balm. Lewis gave me mini massage with it and i was screaming off of my ass, eventually he went home cause he starts school again! =p

monday january 14th:
I COULD NOT GET UP FROM MY BED, every time i move, even a little bit, it hurts LIKE CRAZY and i couldnt (and i still cant) lift my arms above my head which is kind of sad, i feel so crippled. drove to school and sat through 4 hours in soo much pain, finally went home and i had to clean up after the damn dog cause he done did and chewed up some more shiit and fell asleep pretty early.

tuesday january 15th:
still so very sore.... still walking like a goshdamn penguin.... got bruises in places i didnt even think i could get bruises. went through another 4 hours of class, same ol boring crap.. 7 more months til i graduate. CANT WAITT!

got the wind knocked out of me

cheeze!

on the lift with tracy

tuesday january 8th
did absolutely nothing... except just go to school and do the same ol`

wednesday january 9th
went to class from 10:30 - 2:30, got gas after school and drove to richmond to see Lewis, when i first got there i noticed his car wasnt there so i called him and he was out helping his brother with something and stopped by target on the way home. so i just stayed in my car and waited for him to come back and his mom was in the front yard gardening and asked me to come in but i was looking for something that i had put away in class. he came back, we ate, and watched "shoot em up" pretty good movie... after that we ate again cause his mommy cooked dinner. (omg im getting fat!!) after dinner we just sat around and watched tv, he helped me study a little bit but he fell asleep! watched tv some more and i went home at 11:30.

thursday (TODAY!) january 10th
went to class... was suppose to take a test... but my teacher played hooky! g r e a t . . so it got post poned to tomorrow, and i DO NOT want to study anymore! gagh! basically sat around in class today doing my medical manager shit ass program and texting people. ooh yeah and i am now HIPAA certified. wee! lol finally got the real certificate for it too instead of this ghetto ass looking piece of paper with my name on it.

HIPAA = health insurance portability accountability act

pretty much all of it is... is health insurance privacy stuff. yeahh 7 more months to go!! and i am so stoked about this weekend, im going snowboarding again!! with Lewis, his cousin and their uncle, sorry to the people that wanted to go with me and Lewis, its their family thing and it'll be awkward, but we'll plan another trip soon maybe!!? so we're leaving my house on saturday night and spending the night with his cousin so we wont have to rush to get to like three different places, er should i say houses. yeaa get our drank on before we leeave, this is gonna be so fun!

so christmas break is over... well its been over for me since thursday since that was when i had to go back to school... for the last 2-3 weeks lewis has been over at my house and i got used to seeing him everyday and he finally went back home tonight cause he has work tomorrow. feels weird being alone again but its just something i have to get used to again. other then that my sleeping schedule is all sorts of messed up, been sleeping hella late and waking up at like 5:00-6:00pm, i dont ever see the sun anymore! grwrr vamp!

as for new years resolutions, i dont have one. cause it never works anyway! but im just gonna keep doing what i do and finish school in june or july with my certificate as Medical Administrative  kinda want to take a vacation after i graduate but i dont know.... since im gonna be pretty damn broke paying off these school loans when im done. total of 13G but financial aid covers most of it and i have to pay $5000 something... probably wont be that bad when i start working and have that money rollin in

but i cant sleep right now and its freakin 2:40am... so im just venting away...

cupcake is still a little brat, he doesnt cry when he sleeps alone anymore thank god. no more chewing up lewis's LAN cables cause i got him a wireless xbox live adapter. family is still pretty much the same, barely see / talk to my dad, my mom is still in vietnam til Jan 17th which is my dad's birthday, coincidence maybe..? and 4monthsery on the 16th! though it feels like ive been with him for so much longer then that.

at the moment my parents wont let me work cause they want me to fully focus on school and finish as soon as i can which is a good thing kind of cause they're practically paying for everything and giving me money. but i want moooree!! so i applied to home depot once again and hopefully Marcus can harrass his manager enough to call me! hahaa..

anywho.. im gonna try to sleep, since i have to go to school again. boOo. goodnight :)

so i just came back from my honey's house, spent the day there with him and watched AVP with him and mike, it was good... though i didnt watch the other ones, but he said they dont link anyway. but hes leaving to the airport in like 30 minutes i think, though i should ask him since im on the phone with him as im ranting, even though its only for 3 days and hes coming back on saturday i know its probably gonna feel like a while, becaussee when im bored my days go by hekka slow, maybe i'll just find something to do... hopefully.

so christmas wasnt as bad as i thought it would be, except for my family being broken still... but im not gonna get into that. me and babe woke up and went to richmond to visit his mom, then to hercules to drop off presents for his best friend's sons. then to san leandro we go, got to his uncle's house and nobody was there yet and we were starving... snacked on some sticky rice, watched almost all of spiderman3 then had to go to church. unfortunately we got there too late so we had to stand off to the side the whole time but it was ok :) my first time being in church with a boyfriend tehehee it was nice. came back, had dinner, finished spiderman3, had dessert and went to his cousin's apartment to get our drank on. 4 shots of tequila and a margarita and i was d o n e. i dont even remember how i got home...  but i woke up this morning at 10:00am and i was still drunk! was not expecting that.... and hella walked into my bedroom door, for some reason i thought it was open? when i never sleep with my door open? i dont know, stumbled to the bathroom, tried staying awake and getting rid of this hang over but i just went back to sleep til 2... then went to babe's house :)

but i should be getting ready for bed and talking to babe some more before he leaves.

have fun in texas baby!! i miss you already and i lovelovelovelovelovelove you!!